I have to admit that sometimes I don’t always feel God’s presence immediately in our prayer meetings. At times I feel God is not listening to me at all! Almost like a misfit compared to our God and Maker of this Universe. And I wonder why a God that big and powerful would even listen to me, much less answer a request that I may ask. After all, I was just as guilty as those who didn’t believe Jesus was Our Messiah and God and who cried out to crucify HIM on the same stony mount where Abraham offered up Isaac. But just as God provided a substitute for Isaac and Abraham with a ram on the third day of their journey up to a hill where God led Abraham; I’m confident HE will provide for us according to HIS word. For God is faithful and just and HE is called Jehovah Jireh, God will provide.
And just at that moment when I don’t think God will move upon us, or provide like HE did in HIS word. When my words won’t flow or come out just right, or I am interrupted in prayer distracted by thoughts of things I need to finish or accomplish. Maybe the music in the background is too loud or not my preference. Then all of a sudden, God shows up and touches and comforts me with HIS presence. And I remember that we today have a greater advantage than those in the Old Testament, because we have God’s Spirit living within us! Why should we ever feel discouraged knowing that?
If we look at the visible and tangible things around us then we may never see or feel God! But one thing I know for certain is that God is faithful and true to His word. He will stick closer than a brother day or night, in trial or blessing. And He’ll stand one day to confess my name in Heaven and to the Angels. That’s why I’ll choose to be faithful to HIM, regardless of my feelings or emotions at a given moment! HE is the air that I breathe and He is why a few simple words mean so much more to us, than to those who don’t know HIM or witnessed HIS faithfulness like we have. Because throughout our lives starting the very moment we made HIM king in our hearts, confessing Him as LORD, Jesus has been faithful! Faithful to remove the stain of sin in our lives as we repent before Him. And Faithful to the day we shall behold His face in Glory!
“This is the air I breathe
This is the air I breathe
Your holy presence living in me
This is my daily bread
This is my daily bread
Your very word spoken to me
And I, I’m desperate for you
And I, I’m I’m lost without you! song by Michael W. Smith”
Bro. Tim